Today was a such a great day for my beside . Somebody told me you are so unique, smart, beatifull but i dont heard this words . Everytime i woke up life is so boring and im afraid my life because i havent any motivation . if i have any plan or motivation i will try anything . everbody helps me change my own life but there are cut no ice when i see red . i must take a heart anythig possible . i wanna change my life but how? i need some shit different day . anybody hear me i need some advice or plan